Change happens.

So I am realizing that because I am leaving on a mission in a little over a week my life is changing even now before I leave. I have to start making choices in my life that are life changing. I am having a hard time doing this and still stay a hold of my self. It is not just the packing that has to be completed but I have to decide before I leave what type of a life I want after I get home. I know that may sound backwards to most people but I am slowly learning that for me I usually work backwards to acheive my desired result. Well I probably better get started on that packing and checking off mark on my checklist.