Change happens.

So I am realizing that because I am leaving on a mission in a little over a week my life is changing even now before I leave. I have to start making choices in my life that are life changing. I am having a hard time doing this and still stay a hold of my self. It is not just the packing that has to be completed but I have to decide before I leave what type of a life I want after I get home. I know that may sound backwards to most people but I am slowly learning that for me I usually work backwards to acheive my desired result. Well I probably better get started on that packing and checking off mark on my checklist.

Awake

So right now I am awake at two thirty in the morning. I have decided that this is when most of the pondering upon my life happens. I wondering where I am going, who I may end up going with, and stuff like that. In about five days from now I should be getting my mission call for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints for 18 months. It has been a rough process, but well worth the effort. My advice for anyone trying to go on a mission. It may get rough but don't give up. The harder it is the more you can know that God truly does trust you and believes that you can do anything. This life is full of rough spots and times that may be harder than others, but I think an important thing that I have learned the past few weeks is to laugh. You know all will be well if you can just laugh about your "misfortunes" Well sleep cannot evade me forever and I do have to work but life truly is awesome!